Lost In Beauty-

Friday, September 16, 2005

~There is this thing that keeps me from giving up
~To press on and not to give up
~Striving towards that goal that seems miles away
~As far as the stars are from the earth and the deepest ocean to the sand
~Maybe it will always remain a dream, an imaginery illlusion
~Maybe it's a wake-up call to stop, to stop reaching for it
~To let it stay hanging within the sky, just admiring it, looking, staring at it
~It's something I cannot have
~It's feeling I cannot fanthom
~Maybe it's time to let go, maybe it's time to quit
~Perhaps it may stabbed my heart, perhaps it may plunged me into tears
~But what can I do? I'm at a lost...
~So what is God's will for me, to go on or to stop?
~Maybe the answer was already there, but I'm still finding it, searching the lost puzzle
~I''m scared of lossing a piece or overlooking one
~Please let me find it, Lord
~Please let me see the full picture...this I pray. Amen.

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