Thursday, August 18, 2005
Church dance performance was fine, nothing too fantastic about it personally, thought I could have done better though...had fun playing with the ribbon, at least my rhythmic gymnastics background training did not go to waste...=) haha...& my sis insulted me, she didnt know that I was that good...hehez =x...my dad was busy collecting all the compliments from various church people...I think it made him happy ba... X)
Having a headache over dance, think I'm going to fail my exam...Sighs. Really. Out of the 4 girls, I'm the weakest, one of the youngest and the only student. 2 are going to dance school so u can imagine the standard...I'm depress liao. :'( Sometimes just feel like crying.And most of my friends are telling me I got everything, but guess what? I don't ok...maybe it is just me, maybe I need to have more faith in myself. They say it seems so natural for me all I need to do is to know the syllabus...Sighs...been dancing for 5 days non-stop...really exhausted already, even my knee cannot take it liao. It started to hurt... wah! =( Lord! Save me!
>The fire within me will die out eventaully
>I can't be strong all the time
> I need some time, I need to think
>Sometimes, I just want to hide and never come out
>I don't want to see anybody
>I don't want anybody to see me either
>I'm scared of letting go, I'm afraid of taking risks
>Locking up this feeling of sadness and brokenness
>I will continue walking...
>And guess what?
>I never look back... ^.^
the beauty exposed ;
