Lost In Beauty-

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Had a really bad week, been crying, been hiding, been tryinig to get a grip of myself and stand up on my own feet again. By the time I reach friday, I'm exhuasted by the struggles, emotions and all that is within me that I sometimes feel that I cannot go on anymore. It was only on friday when I felt released. I felt lighter and more relax after dance. It was really a de-stresing session for me...to allow me to do the thing that I enjoyed the most and I felt happier. I wouldnt know what I would do without dance in my life...seriously...really thank God for allowing it to be a big part in my life =) Class was good on fri, I did perfect turns almost everytime for both sides and the feeling is just amazing....it's indescribable...and I felt so relax, I didnt even think about it...and it was like one of those rare occassions when everything just happens nicely...Still need to work on my techniques...a lot!

Today was fun at dance, was trying out the costume...looks erm intersting...haha... look like some rotting cardboard...but think the effect will be nice...and looks translucent...ahem had a bad experience when doing madhair, we were all in nude leotard and the audience was shocked lah...some of my friends even heard guys whistling...yucks! We told ms ong never EVER to let us go in that type of costume! Super embrassing lor...

Will be looking forward to rehearsals at the threatre, wonder how I'm going to survive school and all the rehearsals. And all the projects...Sigh, I really dunno...will be really tired...really need God's grace for next week and healing for recovering of my hemstring/ligament/tendon...I dont even know what it is called...Sigh...

the beauty exposed ;