Lost In Beauty-

Thursday, May 05, 2005

>Why is it when the moment comes
>When the situation calls for the tears to flow
>It doesn't seem to want to happen
>Slowly, I keep all these unhappiness within me
>Hoping that one day I will break free
>I am tired of holding back of swallowing up all the past
>The present seems so threatening
>Preparing to engulf all of me
>The past even more hunting than the last time I remembered
>I fear the setbacks, I fear the gossips
>I don't want to be a part of your world
>All I want is some peace and not to see your face
>Withdrawn, afraid and devastated
>I look towards each day with a new ray of hope
>Thinking that perhaps it will be a better day spent with them
>But no, all that praying did not seem to work
>I was kicked out, bullied and called names
>I shunned from them the moment I saw them
>I perfer not to see them at all
>How I wish it could remain like that forever
>Never to see their face, never to fear them
>It seemed a challenge each day as I faced them
>I was afraid of beig made a fool
>But soon, the storm was over and a rainbow appreared
>My tears were dried and my weeping turned into smiles
>Those sad and painful memories were overwhlemed with victory
>Praise the Lord for answering my prayers and for always being there for me
>He is indeed a great and mighty God!
Amen

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