Lost In Beauty-

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

I have been so busy lately with dance, rehearsals, cc stuff , school and church. The performace at smss was great! Haha...I look fat in the costume! :P Ya...and the entire thing went smoothly from head to toe! I miss the joy of performing! Loves the stage, the lighting, the music, the appluase well except for the costume and the makeup! lolx...we all had this giant gold glitter butterfly on our heads! Really pretty! :) And I couldn't bear to wash it off! Had a few strange stares from people on the way home because it was so shiny and bright in the night! :D And it was such a chore removing the eye linder! Argh...the more I rub, the more I look like a panda...haha...lolx :x...hehez...Anyway the best part of the evening was seeing my beloved darling from new zealand! -hugs I missed her so! Yi qing was at smss too to support sajc where they were doing a guest performance there! I didn't see her because she was in the shadows but I screamed when she called me and I ran across the hall like the happiest child on earth! Seriously... :) hehez anything for my darling! She was back from New Zealand School of Dance and would be staying in sg until the end of the year where she would repeat her course due to a fracture in her back...Sigh she always had that problem but it seemes to have gotten worst. I hope she will get well soon! Lord, plz heal her!

Back to school and the workload has taken off already. First week with 6 projects. Just finish one and another was thrown in our faces! Sigh...and there was another for French! Tutorial was fun...haha and amusing when our lecturer was blabbing all the numbers of french! Really funny! :P...And for one of the projects today, my group got stuck with THAT guy...argh! Sigh it was in order of register...so we had no choice :P Whatever! It was pretty hard getting him to talk and contribute to the plan for the project...!!! At least he was not playing the role of the leader like the last time, the project was a flop and our grades were messed up!

I believe that God has been really good to me as he has answered some of my prayers....like brining to me a new batch of friends to hang out with, after what that group did to hurt me so badly...it still hurts but time will heal and somehow I was able to move on. I thank God for the courage,strength and oppportunities for taking on so many things...dance is doing fine and I got one more dance item on my hands! Studies are fine so far...pbl is interesting and fun in a certian way :) And I am also more involved in the dance ministry in church, going to train some more young dancers and also to put my years of sweat and blood of my passion to the test! :D Really grateful and thankful to the Lord for everthing and for all he has given me! :) Praise the Lord!

Last sunday was the first time I cried during service after quite a long time...the feeling was so good and so comforting. A new spirit was stirring within me and I was allowing God to do that magic within me. It was up to him to messed up my plans in life , submitting to him in everyway and to follow the plans he had for me and not for what I wanted in life...so that he will use me so that I can fulfill my purpose in life... :) There was such peace, everlasting love and overflowing joy within me. :D Praise the Lord for being such an all answering and all knowing God! :) *smile* *smile*

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