Lost In Beauty-

Thursday, March 31, 2005

Exams are long over and I am curretny now bumping at home, lying around and sleeping too much, like almost 12 hours! Haha...trying to find a job, would prefer something to do with admin, kinda of tired being a waitress especially when business is so good, you just have to run arouond and be sweaty. However, uncle boris was kind enough to say that he will be willing to take me in if I wanted to work there. I miss the friends that I made there esp cheryl and cherlyne.

Grandpa's condition is not getting any better. We are all praying that God will preserve his life. He was not that kind of person who would be requested to be taken to the hospital easily. Which can only mean one thing: He could not cope with his condition anymore, he needn't help. Mom now is over at his house talking care of him and to see how he is doing. I feel kind of guilty for not visiting him over the past few weeks due to exams. Even Talia was not interested in going as she was loaded with school work. He did tell mom that he was disappinted in not seeing us. I feel really bad and I should have been there not becasue I am the oldest grandchildren out of all the kiddies but becasue he is the only grandfather I have left, and I don't want to see him leave this world so soon. The whole family is praying for him that he will get better and recover. I hope so too, I really hhope so...

the beauty exposed ;