Thursday, September 23, 2004
Have not blogged for a long time...about 2 weeks...and so much has happened in 2 weeks...wanted to blog cos Charlene reminded me and my blog is so updated...haha...stuff happens that even me do not know when to start...my heart is aching...hurting and I feel like I have been crushed in my spirit and have lost the will to move on...I dont want to live a life in lost and fear... not anymore...the lord my God will strengthen me...surely he will come and resue me from bondage...the hurt will heal eventually...but there will always be a mark, a scar that signifies the pain...a reminder that I have been hurt... :'( but I won't be sad for long...because I want to be happy and free from unhappiness...leave the troubles that tie you down girl...leave it and move on...get on with my life cos I have so many things to do...things that will keep me happy...like dancing. Most likely will be joining the dance ministry in church and I am so looking forward to it...wanna serve the lord :)
In times of despair and troubles...you actually can see who really cares and don't...who will stick by you, comfort you and encourage you...I want to thank you guys...thank you :) hee...hee Without these people I would not have found the will to carry on...
the beauty exposed ;
