Saturday, August 28, 2004
I really wonder what made me go to poly...really wonder...I could have continue my passion for dance and not give a damn about my studies...Don't want to study anymore...tired of life liao...tired of getting lousy grads and tired of facing all the stress of exams... What made me pick studies over dance instead of going to nafa or laselle. I have made up my mind that after my third year of poly and graduation, I will leave Singapore to pursue the passion that has always been in my heart...I want to make it come through...I want to fulfill my dream...I wanna fly and archieve...I wanna dance...and nothing is going to stop me...
I hope my parents will send me overseas even if I cannot get a scholarship or some grant or fund. If ends are so difficult to meet, then I will have to work and study at the same time...I am praying that God will make a way for me...to help my chase my dream...whether if it is ballet, jazz, modern,or contempary...I just want to dance...dance like I never did before...dance for life...dance for the Lord and dance to give life to myself...to feel the fading music through my ears and the movement of my body through the lovely soothing sounds of the night...to be en pointe wearing a beautiful costume...swinging, sweeping through the soft lights and sounds of the dance floor... softly...softly...through the night...with tears streaming down my cheek...I want to make my dream a reality...that is how badly I want it...
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