Lost In Beauty-

Thursday, May 27, 2004

Recently about two weeks ago, I spotted this guy at my working place who always walk pass...His hair is totally cool, spiked up hair which is streaked brown and he wears a red uniform and black pants. The first time I noticed him was because of his hair and when he walked by the second time...I realised that he looked like Jay Chou!!! :) He had small eyes and narrow nose and a small mouth to go with the entire look! I was stunned and I just stared but he never looked my way or noticed that I was looking at him...

Then last sunday I bumped into him at about 7.30pm. I was serving customers and carrying food when he walked by...my heart stopped but I contiuned my way to serve the food. After that I only saw a glipmse of him because we were really busy and the place was full of customers.

I always wondered where he is going when he walked by my working place. It was not unitl the next day when I decided that I needed to go to the ladies. It was a monday night at about 7.20pm when there were a lot of customers. I felt kinda bad that my colleagues had to cover for me but I figured that they would do fine without me. As I made my way to the ladies, HE walked out of the gents...I was taken my surprise and he might have notice because my adidas shoes made a squecky noise on the floor. So now I finally know where he always walked to and where his destination is!

There was another incident when my colleagues and I were going home. I went ahead of them because my bag was at the security for safekeeping. I was in a hurry as I did not want Eric and Ronnie to wait for me too long. I kinda jog up to where the security would be to check our bags. Then I spotted this not bad looking guy and I stopped in my tracks to take a peck at him. The next moment I sensed that beyond the quece of people there were still a large crowd loitering behind...I looked up and THERE HE WAS standing right at the side in a relaxed postition. HE looked so gorgeous in a black T-shirt and blue jeans! Apparently, I was also wearing a black T-shirt and blue loose-fitting jeans. What a concidence. I almost smiled to myself! :)

The best thing happened to me last night, when I was on my way home from work. I didn't wanted to walked with Ronnie home as I felt a little insecured because I know that he kinda liked me. The last time Eric, me and him walked to the mrt station, he lit a cigarette and started to smoked in front of me! I was so pissed and I hate guys who smoked!

I reached Somerset MRT station at about 10.15pm when I realised that my train to Marina Bay was arriving soon. Instead of walking the usual way, I took the stairs in order to board the train. And then, I spotted HIM!!! :) I could regonised his hair style from anywhere! He kinda of turned his head that I could confirm that it was HIM! His side profile was so shuai!

The train came and we boarded but not at the same carriage. I didn't want to make it like I boared that carriage because of him. The train that we boared was the new edition kind that ws black in colour despite of the usual white one. I turned my head to look at him while leaning against the pillar. HE did not noticed me sadly...so i decided not to push my luck. I took out my handphone to play around while I secretly hoped that he will noticed me and perhaps even alighted at the same stop as me.

He didn't seemed to move further into the train and I realised that he was getting at the next stop-Doby Ghaut, where there was an interchange for those taking the North East Line. I looked the second time and I found his head turing and our eyes met for the first time! My heart stopped and I quickly turned away. That LOOK only lasted for a few seconds.

At Doby Ghaut, I no longer saw his shadow. And he had left. The door of the train opened for a moment and I saw HIm walking up the stairs. From that moment I could see his full body side profile! HE was wearing the same colour the day I saw him in- Black T-shirt and blue jeans. And he looked really good in home clothes! :) He kind of miss a step each time he walked up. I lifted my eyes and saw that he had stopped and was looking directly at me! His head was turned fully right in front of me!His hand was on the handrail and his eyes met mine! I didn't see him move until the trian doors closed and the engine started to generate.

How do I describe that kind of feeling!?? I was overjoyed that I could have fly to the moon. Hsppy? Surprised? Overwhelmed? I found no words to describe that feeling! So...he did regonised me from taka...he remembers! I smiled to myself after that and my heart fluttered! I looked down at my outfit and realised that I was also wearing a black T-shirt and blue tight-fitting jeans! Two unexpected meetings in a row and we were wearing the exact same colour!

Well, maybe I did have a crush on HIM- but that is mainly I am attracted to HIS LOOKs! I didn't know what his personality was like so I couldn't be in love! It is funny sometimes how people meet especially strangers who don't even knoe each other! I really hope to run into him again! :) It always make my day!

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