Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Moment after moment, the journey never ends
Thank you for pulling me through that dead end
Once again, may it be ever true
Of your love, your magnificant love for me
Open my eyes through the storm that I may see
That really you are my one and only King...
Moments will come when I despair
How I long very much to disappear into thin air
Slipping into darkness once I have known,
Struggling to keep my presence known
Sometimes I wonder if true love exist
If yes, this world would be a better place to live in...
There are times when life feels like crap
There are times when life don't make sense
There are times when you walk this lonely road...
And realise being with someone else is kept to God alone
Guess I will never see the darkness again
Guess I had to see the miracle that God gave... ... that miracle is me... =)
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Monday, January 29, 2007
~It's time to let go, it's time to say goodbye
~I'd rather hurt myself then let you know
~I'd rather walk away than be begged to stay
~I'd rather you carry on with life than look back
~I'd rather you have someone else than me...
~I'd rather feel the pain, then let you see it upon my face
~It's time for me to leave, to leave that shell of empty memories
~It's time for someone else to fill in the gap
~It's time for me to feel the tears
~the saddness that comes whenever you appear
~I'm tired, I'm leting go... dont hold on to me until I let go...
--I'd rather you not have me then let you know... I'd rather you forget me... I'd rather you fill those memories with someone who is more worth it... I hope when I turn around, you wont see the tears... ...the saddness that I have hugged so dear to my heart all these years...
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Thursday, November 16, 2006
~Lord, I come before you with nothing in my hands
~Only my service, love and thanksgiving for you
~I lay my future in your hands whether it is to stay or go
~I pray that you lead and guide the way
~May your word and promises be fulfilled
~Lord, I know you will ensure my survival
~You will preserve my life and open doors of opportunity for me
~May your will be done... ...
~Grant me the courage and endurance... ... =)
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
>As I see you lying upon that bed
>The sorrow was greater that I could imagine
>It plunged deeped within, making me numb
>As sudden bot that made my heart so heavy
>Your breathing seems to contain the emptiness of the room
>Staring at your helpless body, watching aimlessly as the monitors went up and down
>I struggled to stand on both feet, thinking of the right words to say
>Yang, all we ever wanted was for you to wake up
>You will be dearly missed, meh meh, always remebered...
~I will always remembered that cheeky smile
~That loud laughter that speaks happiness
~The gentleness of your actions and words
~Those funny jokes that made the class cracked up
~These are the times that we will remember you as yoou are
~Its a pity there wasnt much time
~But time will never permit us to think and ponder of the moments spend with you
~Thank you for your friendship, love and care
~Its been a pleasure knowing you...really it is
~Saying goodbye is hard, dealing with the grief is even harder
~But knowing you was the best gift that you could ever give us... ....
This is the second death poem I am writing for a friend, following from last year. I prayed that the Lord will protect & keep my friends. AMEN.
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Saturday, September 02, 2006
aaargh! after one whole day of class, the pain is killing me now...so much for not jumping sighs. haha but it was fun man...but now I wonder if the pain is worth it! Cos it is quite intense le... oh my...
Lord, save me! Rescue me and ease the pain. Thank you for your word to me...=)
Isaiah 58:8
Then your light will break forth like dawn, and your healing will quickly appear then your righteousness will go before you and the glory will be your rear guard.
Isaiah 58:11
The Lord will guide you always; he will satisfy your need in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose water never fail.
Jeremiah 17:14
Heal me, O Lord and I will be healed; save me and I will be saved, for you are the one I praise.
Call upon the name of the Lord and be saved! =)
Despite the entangaments within my soul
Notwithstanding all the tormented things burdened on my shoulders
I fail to realise how much YOU have pulled me through
All these years Lord, all these years... ...and counting
As I looked back to the old me and the new me
Thanks for healing that broken and crushed spirit
No words can ever describe how much YOU have done for me... No words...absolutely none
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
~I dont wanna pretend anymore
~Hiding behind that mask that wasnt me
~Thinking to myself that," Hey! It's no big deal!"
~But in the face of reality, as I look in my reflection
~Perhaps it does matter, perhaps the hurt has been caused
~But not knowing where to turn, it is deeply buried within me
~Lost within m soul, the feeling slowly fading away
>Beliving that it was there, makes it hurts even more
>Time to say goodbye, time to pack up
>Sorry for leaving quietly, sorry for not telling you
>I got lost and I need to find my way home again
>I need to be that girl that I have always been
>I need to find the strength to move along
>And perhaps the courage to face you again
>It doesnt matter anymore...
>It doesnt...but if it doesnt matter then why cant I stop crying... ...
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Friday, August 18, 2006
Great thanks to bo chun, darling daughter joelle and ben (B1) for their encouragmenet and help on wed Lm. You guys were great back-up! =) Sorry bo chun I know you practice very hard on the guitar but in the end glen played. Nvm next time u play for me k. hehe... hmm dunno why i'm still having sore thoat, very long le since mon. oh well...Great fellowhip and a lovely time with the crusaders. Very encouraged by simon who came to join us. =D
One wonderful thanksgiving! --> Our group got our first choice for our major project title. Praise God! Maybe after doing this project we can help diabetic patients! =) yeah! Still need to pray for our group that we will work well and that God will guide us in the prerparation of the project and research.
Well, the sad thing is my heel still hurts. sighs i dunno how man. Even after the ultra-sound, it kinda hurt even more...sighs and my teacher is asking when i can come back. My twin said an archiles tendon injuiry can take a few months to heal. Wah! I can't wait that long... I miss dancing so much, it's killing me. People, please put me on your prayer list. . .everything is up to God now. . . :' (
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Been feeling really sick, not in the mood for anything. Just feel like closing my eyes and never waking up, so I dont have to deal with harsh reality. It sucks... ... & I'm depressed that I'm not dancing, I feel like a pig in the house. (gaining weight etc). It sucks to be injuired, it sucks to rest and go to the doctors and it sucks when people ask you why you are injuired. : '( I'm just kinda tired of everything. But the good think is the Lord been speaking to me =)
2 Corithians 12: 9
My grace is sufficient for you, my power is made perfecrt in weakness. verse 10: For when I am weak then I am strong.
John 14:1
Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, trust also in me
Malachi 4:2
But for you who revere my name, the sun of righteousness will rise with healing in its wings.
1 Peter 1:7
These have come so that your faith of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire, may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honour when Jesus Christ is revealed.
Romans 9:17
raised you up for this purpose, that I might display my power in you and that my name might be proclaimed in all the earth.
Lord, I will try. And I will try to be strong and not cry.
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